Focus On The Moment

The past weeks I focused on writing about philosophical topics. However, I thought it would be more than appropriate for this week’s blog to write something personal. In the very beginning of my so-called “blogging” career I talked about what inspires me to produce music, my journey and what I’m looking forward to in the future.

Nonetheless, the most important is to enjoy the moment. So I’d love to talk about what my life currently looks like, the problems I’m facing and, of course, the small successes I’m having.

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I wonder what the maximum amount of time, yes, I’m talking about time, is you can put into working until your body and mind stagnates. Currently, I work about 70-80 hours a week excluding the time I spend for travelling. It seems to work out fine for me, I still got lots of energy and I can accomplish most of my work in time without losing quality. Until it’s sunday. Sunday’s the day I get nothing done even if I try hard.
So I rather spend my sundays with reading a book, sleeping or doing nothing. I cannot work 7 days a week without any breaks and little amount of sleep. I doubt anybody can do so.

What still keeps me up to do my work are the little achievements. The ones I know I got better, even if it’s just a bit. There’s nothing greater than seeing someone’s checking your work and they see you put effort in it. And they like it.
I did some artwork for a friend last week, finished the mastering for others and a new song whilst I coped with school. What excites me the most is that I got deeper into video animation. Video animation is like a super professional topic for me. I didn’t know it’s that hard. But I can do it if I really want to.

So finally, what keeps me going to do all this stuff? It’s just the little things in life that I enjoy and appreciate!

Perception

“Your perception may not be my reality” – Aporva Kala

 

Have you ever eaten something you did not like? Have you wondered how others can eat this? It does not matter if you are already an adult and experiencing this by your children’s eating habits or if you experience it by your own. Your parents told you it tastes so good. But actually it does not. May it be your perception?

Is my green the same as your green? Maybe it looks completely different within your eyes but you call it green as it’s been taught you to be green.

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One thing is for sure. Mindset plays an important role for your perception. If I want to like it the chances are high that I will like. But that is not always the case (referring to the green pepper story 😀 )

I am a musician so it is very fascinating to see how people perceive my music. What do they feel like? What do they hear?
Often I find myself sitting in front of my pc worrying if that snare is too loud or if it fits in appropriately. Actually, it is the other way around 😀 I love to keep my snare very quiet :)) Nonetheless, everybody reacts differently. Some complain that it is ways too loud whileas others say it is too quiet. But most of the people do not really care as long as it does not disturb them.

But does my music convey a message? Does any song convey a message these days? I doubt many people care about the story, or the lyrics. Have you ever found yourself in interpreting lyrics? Music got a way of entertainment instead of transmitting stories.

There is just one thing that surprises me. All the great songs i hear do have a story. All the songs that do not have a storyline get forgotten. They get lost in the crowd. They will never become successful in the music industry.

The story influences the songs quality and perception but people do not perceive the story? Have you ever thought about lyrics of a certain song? Have you ever experienced the feeling the composer have had while writing the song? Did a song teach you a lesson for live?

 

“Your perception of me is a reflection of you”

 

 

 

 

Life Is A Journey

A journey of a thousand miles must begin with a single step. ~Lao Tzu

The day I started producing music I never thought I would come so far. I am releasing my first track. It has been a long journey until this day. Neither rocky roads nor bad weather has stopped me from walking my path. But I have still not reached my destination. Will there ever be a destination?
My life is a journey.

 

Journey Through India
Why have I chosen this title? I already revealed my journey but what has India to do with it? To be honest I have never been there in my life. Just seen some photos and heard a handful of stories.
Anyways, every destination releases emotions just by thinking of them. It does not matter if you have ever visited it.

For me, India’s instruments have always been interesting. I already told you in my first blog that I barely liked any instrument when I was younger except the one I am playing. The Harmonium has always excited me. Maybe because it sounds similar to the Austrian Accordion. So I have chosen it for the Intro and Breaks and implemented it also in the Drop Section.

I tried to recreate the mystical impact India stands for me. A power that lays beyond those supernatural country nobody would ever expect.

The Artwork

While writing a piece of music I get a picture of it. Every sound I design creates a line in my head. As soon as the song is finished my drawing is also done. That is the reason I do the cover by myself. I do not want anybody else to touch my piece of art. Of course, it takes me lots of time which I could invest into music production. I just feel like the song is not finished if I have not done the artwork.

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Journey Through India will be released this Friday (02.02.2018)! Buy here! 

For me the mandala represents the possibilities of ways. Their similarity. Sometimes I feel it does not matter which way you chose. You can never be sure if it had been the right path. Do you know what would have happened if you would have taken the other way?
The mandala is an old and important symbol in the Indian culture. It represents the universe in Hinduism and Buddhism.

 

My journey has not ended yet. In the forthcoming time my songs will be inspired by many countries and one day I might come back to India. Hopefully I have then been there and can forward you the emotions it settles to me.

Come with me! Walk the path together with me.
My Journey Through India
My Journey Through Life.

 

 

 

Setting Goals – Planning for the future

A goal without a plan is just a wish!

Last week I have been talking about my past and what inspires me. I got lots of great feedback and I also got asked to write about the present and the future. Where do I see myself in five years time and how can I set my goals properly?

 

I see many people struggle with achieving their goals. Actually, I hate seeing people fail in their life. Failure might be the biggest danger for happiness.

This week I got a little workshop for you. The next time you enter any public transport (i.e bus, train or whatsoever) you briefly inspect your fellow passengers. Do they look happy? What could they feel like? It is lots of fun inspecting strangers and guessing how they feel and what causes their mood. There are plenty of possibilities.

There is one thing I’ve recognized: Most of them seem to be unhappy. Whether they are dissatisfied with their work, their relationship or whatsoever, their face is filled with disappointment.

It is your choice to make the best out of your living. You only live once, so why should not you take a risk? If you have got nothing, you cannot lose anything.

 

Setting your goals.

What helped me the most to become happy is achieving goals. Having success. I got something to celebrate, something to be happy about because I achieved it. Split your goals into milestones and celebrate every milestones. Bigger milestones can be every month, small ones every week or even every day! I tend to pin my tasks and goals onto my door. Seeing them every time I enter my room, I can be happy about what I have accomplished. What I have achieved. And it makes me smile looking at these pins!

Just a year ago I started to read books about communication psychology and goal setting. It helped my personal development and I got to know myself a lot better. Knowing yourself is the key to success. Being aware of your own values makes it a lot easier to choose the right tasks and fulfill them. Always take care of the effects those tasks might have on your personality.

Values can be:
– Adventure
– Love
– Friends
– Respect
– Traveling
– Religion
– and many, many more…

Focusing on tasks will develop certain values while other values get neglected.

Where do I see myself in 5 years time?

Next year I will graduate from my Higher Technical College for Construction Engineering in Linz. I plan to work in Sweden for 3 months before doing alternative service. In Austria you have a compulsory military service. Every citizen needs to go to the army for at least six months after turning 18 years old or graduating from school. If you refuse using weapons you have the ability to do alternative service. I tend to help other people instead of using weapons.

Having the A-Level, I will go to university in a foreign country. Audio engineering would be my go-to and I will see if I can make it in the industry.

I hope that I can make a living of music and influence our society in a positive way.

If you have got any questions to me about setting goals, personal development or any other questions do not hesitate to contact me!

 

 

Photo: Roses & Lavender Photography Sylvia Felbermayr

What inspired me to produce music?

When words fail, music speaks ~ Shakespeare

When I started writing my first blog i asked myself a few questions:
– Do others feel the same emotions as I do while writing a new piece of music?
– Do others see the connection of every note? Is it just a randomn selection of
sounds? Does my music make sense?
– Do others listen to music as I do?

What is the best way to find out the answer? Exactly, composing your own productions and sharing them with the world. You can see the reactions in their eyes. Whether they like it or not. Whether the song touches their heart or not. Music never lies.

When I was 6 years old I wanted to play an instrument. Honestly, I have been really selfish so I did not like any other instrument than the one I was playing. And the only instrument I liked was the accordion. Although, an accordion is quite heavy and my legs hurt, I continued playing. I continued playing because I liked it.

In the beginning I only played for myself. I actually did not like to play in front of people because I feared they would judge my mistakes.

I do not know when I tried to compose my first song. But I was young, maybe nine or ten years old. Having no clue about music theory makes it really hard to write a song. It sounded terrible, I knew that and kept it for myself.

With 10 years you definitely lack of self-confidence. You do things because you do them. You do not ask why you are doing this. So I composed songs.

At the age of 12 years I did my first music theory course. With 14 Years I did another one. To be honest, I thought I would never need this again. And i complained about learning it.

Looking back to my childhood I see music composition always played a big role in my life. A bigger role than I actually imagined. I struggled coping with my emotions and music is the best way to get rid of it. Every song tells an adventure of my life and what I currently feel like. Composing is more than just putting samples together. Composing is reflecting your feelings, your emotions.

So coming back to the questions from the top:
I do not know the answers so I appreciate everyone who shares what they feel like when listening to my songs. Just comment below or on any of my posts!
There is nothing more beautiful for me than moving people, touching people and making them feel better.
Because music is my way of communication.